Current Reads/Winter Break Update

Well so far so good during this break. Not too much going on really. I'm done with the first season of "Doctor Who" now and on to the next, so I guess that means I enjoy it. I also caught up a bit on my DVR. I know you may think that I watch too much TV, but at this time there really isn't much else to do. I am not stupid enough to go shopping the last few days before Christmas because that is when the especially crazy people come out. There is also the fact that people are going mad and thought the world was going to end on the 21st and decided they didn't want to buy presents.

As for the reading, I am moving along with Seeing Julia by Katherine Owen. It is progressing along nicely and I enjoy the story line so far. I like that You are getting to know more and more about the other people in Julia's life as she talks to the therapist. I am also curious if we are going to be reading more about the character Jacob Winston, who was a savior from the beginning. I don't want to give away too much in case you choose to read it yourself. Also I am reading The Girl Who Kicked The Hornets Nest by Stieg Larrson and me and my cousin decided to make a little book club out of it. I am excited for this considering I've never been a part of a book club. I like the idea of being able to discuss the reading with someone. Maybe that way I won't have weird dreams that have to do with the book and its characters that I am reading at the time.

There are also apps, apps, and more apps that are being downloaded on my phone. I think they are a great way to waste time, time that I seem to have so much of. My only problem is that I am not able to stick to one of them. Some I think are pointless and get uninstalled after an hour or so. There are others that I download and it is all going well, and then you have to pay for something or it just gets really complicated. I don't mind the complicated games as much as the games that lead you on. You're fine and then all of a sudden you have to start paying for things left and right. Anyway, there are so many options out there that are available.

Well, that is how my winter break has been so far. Not too exciting of course. Oh! But there was some snow! As a winter baby I do love the snow. It is one of the most beautiful things to me to see it on the ground sparkling like diamonds. I don't care what anyone says, I love the snow and I like it cold.

Winter Break

Well, now that the semester is over and all the finals and essays are done, I can relax. Being the completely unproductive person that I am, I plan on doing unproductive things over break. I am pretty sure no one actually cares what I am going to do, but the point of this blog is for you to get into my head, and so I am granting you access.

My best friend over break will be Netflix. I will definitely be watching movies, not exactly sure which ones just yet, but there will be plenty. Also I will be watching many shows. I just started Doctor Who. I don't know how far into it I will get because I'm not too into SciFi that has to do with aliens, but it is pretty decent so far. There are also the other shows that I have been watching, such as Supernatural, Psych, and How I Met Your Mother. I have plenty on my DVR recorded as well that will also have to be watched. Yeah, I am a bit of a TV junkie, judge all you like.

Now, so that my brain doesn't completely turn to mush before the next semester starts in January, I will be reading. Hopefully I will finish reading one of the three books listed in my last post. Also I will be working on crochet and knitting, because I really am an old lady at heart. May also be starting a job, but not too sure about that one. I am going to be doing anything that will be keeping me fairly busy really.

Most importantly I will probably be blogging a bit more now. I have a few posts that I have started and never really finished. Anyway, now reading over this I guess it won't be the most unproductive month of my life. So, if you have any suggestions for movies or shows or books or anything you like, feel free to suggest some. I'd really appreciate it!

Current Read(s)

I don't know what it is wrong with me at the moment, I can't seem to stick to reading one specific book. I think it has to do with college or it is just the fact that I am just not into the books I am reading. Anyway, I won't sit and try to figure out what it is and I'll let you know what the books are.

1. The Girl Who Kicked The Hornets Nest - Stieg Larsson

I have read the first 2 books and really enjoyed them. Unfortunately, in my opinion, it takes too long for me to get into these books. The first half of the books drag for me and I sit and wonder when the hook is going to snatch me up. After that hook, however I tend to not be able to put the book down. 

2. Seeing Julia - Katherine Owens
I found this author after she followed me on twitter and I saw that a couple of her books were for free on Amazon for a little while. I took the opportunity to get them on Kindle. I have the Kindle app on my phone and so I never have to worry about carrying the book around. So far it is really good. It started off with a bit a tragedy and I like that because you know the character can only go up from here. Also there is a love interest there already starting, and well, I'm a hopeless romantic and I love it. I'm excited to see what the rest of the book has to hold for me.



3. Never Let Me Go - Kazuo Ishiguro
Now, a cousin of mine lent me this book and so far I don't know what to think of it. It is a bit confusing for me. I am sure that it will begin to make more sense as I read on. It was made into a movie, so it must be really good. I want to see the movie because I think it would make more sense, but I'm a stickler for reading a novel and then seeing the movie. I think this has to do with my critiquing the film industry and their continuous failures to make a movie remotely like the novel that inspired it. Also there would be no point to read a book after a watching the movie because it ruins the plot and therefore just destroys the purpose of reading.

It's a Dog Eat Dog World Out There

Alright, it is finals for the next two weeks and as most other college students who feel the classes they are taking are impossible, I have broken down already once and the week has just gotten started. My post may sound a little scatter brained, I'm giving you fair warning because that is the kind of brain I have at the moment. It really is awful, finals I mean. All you see are students who frantically panic and don't know what to do with themselves because there is so much material to cover. There are also no open study rooms and hardly anywhere to sit in the library.

Now, when I say that I don't like school people tend to think of it as if I am joking. In all honesty, I hate it and I don't understand why I want to be a teacher, but I do. Even my body rejects school. I always get sick the first week or two of the semester and throughout the rest I get headaches. The amount of stress that comes from midterms and finals also leaves me ill. It is just not fun for me.

Any way, I realize that these past 2 paragraphs probably have nothing to do with the title, but bear with me I am getting there. Remember I said scatter brain. Ok, so teachers expect you to remember all of this information that they have thrown at you the entire semester and then some. You see things on the finals or on the review sheets that you have never covered before. Also if you are helping someone out, they expect you to do all the work for them. They knew what they were getting themselves into and they should have been better prepared. It is all about the people you surround yourself with as well. Don't tell me that you just need to look out for yourself at the end of the semester because that is complete crap.

I have a problem with letting people down and I don't like to get pressured by others. Especially with school. I have enough issues with that as it is and I don't need anymore. If I don't want to get better than a C in the class and that is ok with me, then don't let it be your job to try to get me to do more. I know that I can't get better than that because the numbers don't add up. You are just going to make me feel horrible about that grade and make me feel like I didn't reach your expectations.

I have learned long ago that life isn't handed to you on a silver platter. My expectations for reality are low so that when something good happens I am really happy with it and I appreciate it that much more. Also I only look out for myself and no one else, it is a dog eat dog world out there and there is no other way to be. I can be helpful but only to an extent. You know that when you meet me, don't sit and try and hope for more than that out of me.

Definitely changing the title of this post from People and Their Expectations to Its a Dog Eat Dog world out there because that makes more sense to me.